I'M UPDATING MONDAY THINGY.


early in the morning, i and JACQ was so turn off
by CAMILLA and AHSONG lorhs.
we kind bomb their phone just to wake them up sia.
end up, i manage to bomb CAMILLA up.
but for AHSONG, i failed to do so...
so we went to prepare.
just as the very last minute..
AHSONG called me and i asked him to come to EAST COAST
as JACQ is super ANGRY..
so we meet at EAST COAST at around 2 plus.
then when we wanted to rent the BICYCLE.
it's raining...
so we went to KFC and saw KENNETH CHONG.
i keep disturb him about the stupid photo sia.
so we waited for the rain stop and CAMILLA helped me to pay for the BICYCLE.
actually is one hour+ one hour= 2 hours.
but end up, cause it was raining. we got 4 hours=$6.
we cycle in the rain like nobody business.
but it was fun. when i wrote MY BOYFRIEND name on the sand.
after that, JACQ & CAMILLA.
video me and create a video for MY BOYFRIEND.
it really is funny..
but sad, they didn't wanna send to me as they claim that it was their PRODUCTION.
i was like what the hell..
so after that, we keep disturb people lorhs.
e.g BANGALA...
so at night, we went to MARINE PARADE
and eat after that, we went home le.

I'm updating sunday's thing.


early in the morning, i waited for JIN ER and JACQ to look for me.
as we are going to the WILLIAM BOOTH CHURCH.
which is at BUKIT TIMAH.
actually, thought that we will reach there in time.
but to our surprise, we were kind of late lorhs.
so we half-way took a cab there.
it was so unresonable lorhs.
cause we were wearing skinny jeans.
the staff said that we could wear, but when UNCLE RAYMOND saw it.
he almost wanna cut us cause of that.
but when i asked my mum to bring me a skirt.
she refuse and we quarrel.
i even receive a call from MY BOYFRIEND sia.
he called me and i was kind of happy but also afraid
AFRAID that i will get cut for the jeans thingy.
i was like what the fcuk larhs
in the end, i changed my jeans with one of the NEW GIRLS.
then went to the stupid movie gala.
it wasn't a VERY NICE SHOW.
but sad thing is that, we had to go back to GRACEHAVEN and ask our PARENTS to fetch us home.
it was so TROUBLESOME!!!
after that, i went out with JACQ and CAMILLA plus their BOYFRIEND.
we went to ANG MO KIO to look for JOANNA.
then we saw APPLE.
so we went to slack around.
then i and APPLE went to take TRAIN.
i was all along IRRITATING HIM....
asking him about MY BOYFRIEND non-stop..
i even ask him to bring XIONG along to EAST COAST.
UNFORTUNATELY, he told me that he was book.
by XIONG...
so i was like ok.
cause i dun wanna be the spoiler. let them have their own world.
HAHHAHAHA

TODAY EARLY IN THE MORNING...
i wen to XIONG's house as we had to go back to gracehaven after that.
so i went to her house to see the last kiss again.
is like so nice larhs.
after that, i went to meet my daddy.
it's kind of shocking larhs.
so i asked him to help me top up my handphone.
we were talking till i cry out sia.
i dunno what happen to me.
but alot of things flows through my mind.
so around 2 plus, we went to gracehaven de mama tiam
to meet XIONG's BOYFRIEND = APPLE
they were like some sort of quarrel larhs.
but how i hope MY BOYFRIEND is around too
butwhen we were killing our time.
we saw KAI LING & AUNTY SERINE.
we were like OMG!!! as they were hugging each other
bu heng! they are not SHOOT KIAS~
so it should be alright.
after that, we went in ( thinking that is ahma working)
so we didn't surrender our phone.
today i still thought that JOASH got go S'PORE FLYERS.
but halfway, UNCLE RAYMOND dun allow him to go.
sad right? & i can't get the letter
WHAT THE FCUK?!!
but i passed mine to RICHARD lurhs
so today is so fun larhs.
but kind of bored too.
cause people keep treating us like kids
then we can't even use our phone
but after that, erjiu fetch me back from there.

but it's so boring lorhs.

cause WITHOUT MY BOYFRIEND!

i super miss him but end up, he still got 2 more weeks to get cut.

is like what the fcuk larhs

i really dun understand why he wanna do this to me lorhs.

he promise me so many things but end up, he didn't fufil it lorhs.

i misses the days when we are together during homeleave.

i misses so many things larhs.

i still remember you will always send me regards.

but now, you treated me so cold

i wanna get angry with you.

but i can't. WHY?

i dun understand.

you meant alot in my heart. but what am i to you?

i'm afraid that your feeling might fade.

i'm so scared.

i really hope you can faster come out, so that i can talk things out.

tomorrow going back to gracehaven for program at 4pm.

hmms, MY BOYFRIEND still haven came out from TIME OUT ROOM.

wondering how is he sia.

heard from the NIGHT STAFF that he still alright.

but last night, when PRIYA went to the A block TIME OUT ROOM

she didn't saw him. haiis.

plus heard from people that they are having QUARANTINE.

i really dunno why do he had to HURT me so badly sia.

why does people had to be so self-centered??

what i did is for his own good.

but what i get in return is NOTHING

do i really have to blame EVERYTHING on me?

sometimes, i was wondering. do he still love me like the past?

maybe i really lost trust in him lurhs.

i need time to heal everything

but he kept hurting me non-stop.

i need him badly. but he wasn't there for me.

what should i do?

i'm so confuse.

i tried many ways to numb myself but I JUST CAN'T!!!

i'm hurt by you. i even cried for you.

till now, my tears are just too dry to drop anymore.

yesterday, MY BOYFRIEND didn't come out.
all because he SMUGGLE CIGARETTE and get caught
end up in TIME OUT ROOM
i super worried for him larhs
i duno understand why he had to do this to me sia
but anyway, i went to JIAHUI'S birthday party
SUPPOSE i should have bring MY BOYFRIEND along
i saw so many couples together, i just feel so jealous
i just feel so disappointed.
i brought 2 bottles of tiger beer
but the others brought more of it.
so i kept drinking and drinking
i just dun get it, why CAN'T I GET DRUNK?!
at the very last, at most, i could only feel dizzy
maybe as what people said, when you feel sad
you can't get drunk barhs
i just vomit everything out
just hope that MY BOYFRIEND is with me, den i would have a shoulder to lean on
i super miss him larhs
i even hit the wall lorhs.
he still ask ASHLEY to send me regards plus he said he will not do this anymore.
he even said sorry, it's like if he really will learn
i dun mind but thinks isn't the same anymore
you are not the BOYFRIEND i use to have
i love you but what i get all the time is HURT.
i dun understand why you have to do this to me.
i just want you to learn your mistake
be a good boy.
this week also dunno you will cut for how long
maybe 2- 4 weeks barhs
our anniversary is gone, we can't celebrate together le

today go out SUPER boring sia.

early in the morning at 7am, i woke up and meet MY BOYFRIEND

cause he need to go back GRACEHAVEN for dance program

so i waited for him outside with KL

after that, we went to meet JIA XING and his friends

then we went to whampo and eat

atually, suppose to meet ASHLEY

but end up, he halfway say dun wanna come

so we took MRT to hougang and take bus to PASIR RIS PARK

as it was my LAOPO'S BIRTHDAY

but halfway, ASHLEY at ARAP ST got taiji

so we went there, when we reach there

he said taiji sua lurhs

is like so FCUKING ANGRY LARHS

den LAOPO thought i bluff her sia. we almost quarrel sio

end up , i just went with MY BOYFRIEND and JIA XING + JONATHAN(i dun really know this guy)

so we slack around and i drink tiger beer.

SUPER WEAK SIA. i long time never drink le marhs

after awhile, we head back to whampo to that JONATHAN'S HOUSE
i saw MY BOYFRIEND's GAN MEIS.

they were like playing so happily larhs.

i was kind of JEALOUS larhs.

almost feel like hitting the girl

but i manage to cool myself down.

after while nia. we leave and brought our dinner

we were pinic at the 3rd level void deck again.

awhile later, we left home lerhs

today homeleave suppose to be 4pm derhs.

but my mum had to work, that why she came and fetch me at 6 plus going to be 7.

i immediately called MY BOYFRIEND. guess what, he just met WILFRED

to collect my phone from WILFRED.

i took a bus back home.

but halfway, it was really too long.

so i drop off at Aljunied MRT station sio.

furthermore, i saw the bus stop was selling chiong cigarette.

so i brought one packet.

when i was smoking.

got 3 guys came and told me not to smoke.

i was like HUH?!?!?!?!

i dun care at all lorhs.

so i met MY BOYFRIEND so he passed me my phone

after that, we slack awhile

but XIONG message me and tell me that her boyfriend

sian. tomorrow MY BOYFRIEND had to reach GRACEHAVEN at 9am

HELLO! GOOD MORNING.
just woke up, guess time i woke up?
11plus sia. SO LATE.
my dad called me and i didnt pick up, hence she called my sister.
walau! yesterday, i was talking to MY BOYFRIEND and he said i would wake up at around 9 plus
but turns out, i woke up at 11 plus.
it's alright larhs. at least, my dad came back lorhs.
so now my dad is heading to come and look for us.
he said he brought SHIRT & SHORTS for me. i was wondering
will it be nice?
P.S: 2 MORE DAYS TO OUR ANNIVERSARY!!

BACK TO POST AGAIN!!!
today i meet MY BOYFRIEND at around 11 -12 plus
we went to BUGIS and shop around.
i thought of buying him our 3rd month anniversary
BUT I WASN'T SURE WHAT TO BUY!
so we when to the watch shop, i told him to choose one
as his watch that i brought for him previously was spoil.
but he refuse to. so we just walk around and see
he said he wanted to see bag
so we when to a few shops to look around
FINALLY, he choose a bag, it was quite nice
so i brought for him at $35
CHEAP HUH?
so after that, we when to POPULAR to buy foolscape for BARGAY
then we went to slack at a 5th level playground
kind of cool sia. then i started to ask him squeeze his white head out.
is like so JIALAT lorhs.
SUPER MANY. THE MORE HE SQUEEZE THE MORE IT POP OUT.
so i bring him to BUGIS AGAIN!
we went to COLD STORAGE and i brought a pimple squeezer
after that, i went to SASA and buy remove black & white head sticker and peel of mask for him
cause i was hungry, we went to MCDONALD and ordered grilled chicken foldover
we took away and head back to the same old place again
then we had our lunch + dinner there.


it's kind of romantic but there is a guy
so we ate and i helped him to squeeze his black & white heads
HE ALMOST CRIED!!!
but he still manage to tolerate through everything
I'M SO PROUD
then we head back to my house and played badminton
but when we were slacking
there is a group of malays sitted beside us
so we left as it's kind of irritating
as for the malays, they were speaking in malay
saying that we were afraid of them, that why we leave
it's like SO CHILDISH of them
hais. simply dun understand what are they thinking.
but cause of time,we just when home

3 more days

just woke up and bath not long ago.

i message MY BOYFRIEND but he didnt reply me.

guess he was still sleeping barhs.

at first, we agreed to go bugis together

but yet, he told me that, he was unable to make it

cause his parents dun allow him to come out.

EVEN VOID DECK sia.

i really dun understand larhs.

i'm kind of headache sia.

wondering where to go today.

but i planning to buy some things and go cut my hair already.

my hair is SUPER thick sia.

i dun like lorhs.

today nothing much sia. i was in GRACEHAVEN and i saw MY BOYFRIEND outside the smokerlyzer corner.

AT FIRST, i thought i wont be able to see him for this week as he left 1 more week to get cut.

so LI CHING went to TUITION and i asked her to help me pass the 3rd MONTH ANNIVERSARY card to him.

so i put it inside my locker and i just went back home

i was kind of bored when i am out of GRACEHAVEN, thinking that i was all alone during homeleave

so i plan to meet JUNQUAN at bugis. to kill time

but to my surprise, when i was waiting for WILFRED to meet me and return my POSB card

MY BOYFRIEND called me.

Unfortunately, i thought it was his mum or whoever was holding on to his phone

when i pick up the call, IT WAS MY BOYFRIEND

he told me that he came out for homeleave le.

i was like OH MY GOSH!!!

so i met him and we went to slack at the same old place.

then actually, i wanna buy the NIVEA FACIAL FOAM for him

but i just couldnt find.

hence, i brought the oily paper.

hmms, then CHECKLAM came and disturb everything!

he called me and ask me to chat with him

very lame horhs.

but after that, I WENT HOME!!!!

here to blog again.

due to i was get cut for smoking during CDAC, i was get cut for two weeks.

maybe this week i will be able to go home.

YEAHHHH!!!!!

so i will be able to update very soon.

sad sia. my BOYFRIEND could not come out also cause of the same reason why i get cut.

but i hope he can come out soon.