Friday, October 24, 2008
TODAY HOMELEAVE TO NEXT TUESDAY...
but it's so boring lorhs.
cause WITHOUT MY BOYFRIEND!
i super miss him but end up, he still got 2 more weeks to get cut.
is like what the fcuk larhs
i really dun understand why he wanna do this to me lorhs.
he promise me so many things but end up, he didn't fufil it lorhs.
i misses the days when we are together during homeleave.
i misses so many things larhs.
i still remember you will always send me regards.
but now, you treated me so cold
i wanna get angry with you.
but i can't. WHY?
i dun understand.
you meant alot in my heart. but what am i to you?
am i nothing anymore.
i'm afraid that your feeling might fade.
i'm so scared.
i really hope you can faster come out, so that i can talk things out.
tomorrow going back to gracehaven for program at 4pm.