yesterday, MY BOYFRIEND didn't come out.
all because he SMUGGLE CIGARETTE and get caught
end up in TIME OUT ROOM
i super worried for him larhs
i duno understand why he had to do this to me sia
but anyway, i went to JIAHUI'S birthday party
SUPPOSE i should have bring MY BOYFRIEND along
i saw so many couples together, i just feel so jealous
i just feel so disappointed.
i brought 2 bottles of tiger beer
but the others brought more of it.
so i kept drinking and drinking
i just dun get it, why CAN'T I GET DRUNK?!
at the very last, at most, i could only feel dizzy
maybe as what people said, when you feel sad
you can't get drunk barhs
i just vomit everything out
just hope that MY BOYFRIEND is with me, den i would have a shoulder to lean on
i super miss him larhs
i even hit the wall lorhs.
he still ask ASHLEY to send me regards plus he said he will not do this anymore.
he even said sorry, it's like if he really will learn
i dun mind but thinks isn't the same anymore
you are not the BOYFRIEND i use to have
i love you but what i get all the time is HURT.
i dun understand why you have to do this to me.
i just want you to learn your mistake
be a good boy.
this week also dunno you will cut for how long
maybe 2- 4 weeks barhs
our anniversary is gone, we can't celebrate together le