Saturday, July 18, 2009
hello. back to posting again.
hmms, currently bsy with my dnt coursework.
getting very frustrated with it.
so mafan. do this do that.
got quite a number of burns and cuts.
WHAT THE HELL!!!
my beautiful hand siol...
hmms, got a very shocking news from my EX boyfriend.
finally know the reason why he became like that.
due to feeling fade.
so ya lorhs. decided to let go for today onwards.
dun worry, i'm not sad neither do i bother.
cause all the fcuking sweet talks are just bullshit.
you promised this and that.
but i realise that you are just trying to kill your fcuking time.
so when you discharge, i'm just a rubbish to you.
please larhs. get the fcuk out of my life man.
you really suck the blood out of me.
thanks alot. i'm just a stupid dumb ass.
to believe in all this. should have took my dad's advice man.
wanted to find a lasting relationship?
HEY, suck my father's cock larhs.
talk all this fcuking bullshit man.
this type of sweet talk is my last time i gonna heard from guys.
i swear. you just let me drop into you fcuking trap.
so got to climb up again.
i might love you but trust me, i would soon get out of it.
i might be faithful but truth me, not you anymore.
all the effort i've made is just a fcuking waste of my time.
i used my heart and effort just to made the present for you,
ended up what i got is this?
COCK SIA.
i believe i would find a better guy than you.
who would treat me well and appreciate what i've done.
try your fcuking luck and find one for yourself.
i bet that you couldnt find either of it.
who would send you home and helped you when you quarrel with your friends.
who would spend time and make a fcuking thing for you.
you wasn't that lucky cause you wont appreciate it.
so just fcuk your ass off my life.
cause you are just a ungrateful dog to me.
i admit that i still love you, but i would soon erase you off my mind
cause keeping you a space would never benefit me.
you would only pollute my mind man.
HMMS, i've cool down right now. LOLS.
feeling so damn shuang larhs.
anw, today just realise that actually, there isnt true friends.
like i always say. even though how long you had been together.
it's nothing, but only shit.
years are nothing, cause they are just times that runs.
so what if i't's 8 or 10 years?
they would still betray you and ka your jiao wei.
it's their mouth and their life.
what they wanna say is their choice.
so let it be. true friends are hard to find- people always say
if they are meant to be your true friends, they would be.
you dun have to claim them as one.
people would change and they are fake.
cause they just wanna please people.
that why they choose to do that.
but actually, they dun appreciate.
only when they got stab on the back, then they know how painful it is when they do it to others.
as people always says '' what comes around goes around''
it's the fact what. so we dun have to make any effort for them
once or twice we could still forgive.
cause we are doing a good deed.
but when they dun take the chance,
ask them to fcuk the hell off from our life.
they would only pollute our mind and it would only distract you.
from all your studies and everything.
so whenever we wanted to find a friend.
think wisely. and ask yourself.
are they worthy? are they the one for you to claim as a good friend?
will they be there for you whenever you need them?
can they fufil what a friend need? honest, truthful and grateful?
so be wisely when choosing friends.
cause this world is realistic.
