Sunday, July 19, 2009
i still miss you although you dun miss me.
i still need you even though you could move on without me.
i still love you even though you dun spare a thought for me.
but all i hope is that you would be happy in the way you want it to be
in finding someone who would truely love you
and could get along with you.
i couldn't be with you anymore but it's fine with me.
cause i wanted to see you smile.
you had this special smile that always brighten my days.
never did i know that it would last so short.
but trust me, i really cherish it even though you dun.
when you told me your feeling fade, it really makes me fall
i'm completely weak even though i look like i'm strong.
although it's just a month but i'm getting so use to you.
of your exist but now with your absence,
i feel so low and weak.
CASSANDRA, what happen to you?
i thought you are strong?
i thought you could give up?
i'm so fcuking confuse in whatever i'm doing now.
i got to get out of these messy.
i hope i could stop my feelings.
i hope i could forget you.
but somewhere just stop me from doing that.
& i realise that actually, i dun wan to forget you.
2nd time of getting hurt this years.
i'm exhasted by all these.
it's killing me but i can't do a thing about it.
have you feel the sorrows and pain in your heart?
when you just feel like pulling it out?
when you feel that your heart is shrinking?
& you can't breathe.
this is what i feel now. it hurts.
even though how painful i am, you wont be there anymore.
so let the pain just feel fade away and be forgotten.
