Saturday, July 4, 2009
things had change alot.
real lot about him nowadays find it that we can't get along actually.
hais.didn't meet him today.maybe tomorrow but not long.
he can't give me the time i need.
have been thinking alot thru out the homeleave.reflected many things.
i've been asking myself, am i ready for that?
guess we really need time to cool ourselves out.
it's been stressing me out right now.
the burden is haunting me.
but yet he dun even bother about it.
WHAT THE FCUK is this?
it really hurts when i had to been through all this without knowing why.is it worth it not?
afraid of this, afraid of that.
while everything is just useless.
people tell me not to think so much.but how?
i'm a human being.i had a feeling.
if i got the choice.i wont have want to go thru all this.
he is stress. i understand.
but so do i!
if i dun care about you, i wont have bothered so much and ask you about it.
you said you can''t forget certain things.but what is that?
can't you just talk it out?it really is getting on my nerve.
you understand?
stop making this relationship so unstable can?
too many question that need you to answer.
but neither of it, you bothered to.what the hell!!!!~~~
thanks alot lerhs. for bring so much pain.
I REALLY DESERVE IT!!!
