Sunday, July 5, 2009
this isn't what i want.
but i've broke up with him le. cant really find it stable with him anymore
i lied to him, by telling him my feeling fade le.
but i didn't. i knew it is hard to let go.
i love him, that why i had to let go.
you see the picture?
really is so frustrating to see him in this manner.
i know i cant be there for him.
& he also knew it that i couldn't do any help
& he also knew it that i couldn't do any help
so let nature takes it course barhs.
no point holding on anymore le.
RICHARD TAO CHEN HAO;
i'm so sorry for lying to you about it.
really hope that you would still move on without me
although i can't right now.
but i will still learn how to.
you successfully hold me up and also break me down.
got to award you a gold medal le.
you walked away suddenly and leave me alone.
so i had to cross my heart and make a break up.
i make the initative to cause i knew you can't say it.
i prove alot to me, and i dunno why it hurts me.
beginning, it wasn't like this.
i thought i could give up without leaving a tears.
but slowly as times goes by, i realise that actually,
i can't. maybe it's time to cool down.
thinking what you really want in your life.
i'm always worried about you.
but anytime you need me, i would be there for you.
