Saturday, July 25, 2009
yawn. today is a so damn tired day man.
woke up at 7.30am and slack around till 10 plus at home
planned to meet christopher.
accompany him to lavender and renew his student pass.
it's like so damn fast larhs.
so thought of going there to vist my grandma too.
super duper miss her man!!~~
chatted with her for awhile.
& guess what, i saw my ''mum'' ( what the hell larhs)
we are just like stranger
i could just happily ignore her and so does she.
so maybe that is what i'm going to continue and do so.
although she is my legal mother, but so what?
i dun need someone like her to survive right?
glad that i'm so fortunate to had such a great dad now
i dun need a ridiculous mum like you,
people asked me, where is my mum?
but i could just jolly well say she's dead.
even though my dad would be leaving singapore and never come back
i would still depend on myself and not some kind of irresponsible mum.
who doesn't give a damn about her own child and yet step one big fcuk
in front of outsiders? sending your own daughter to gracehaven
& made up some fcuking reasons that i threaten my grandma using a pen knife?
OH please larhs. you could just make up this lies without blinking your eyes man.
it's such pathetic of me to have such a dreadful mum like you.
but nevermind, after all i'm glad i realised early.
actually, i dun really need money to get my happiness.
i'm not like you, who sees money more important than anything.
who love your own boyfriend money and throw away your pride.
i'm so much different from you.
i had more pride than you do. i will cherish my loved ones.
i would never abandon my own child just for money.
but you will, & thats our different.
without money, without you. i could still survive and it makes me realise that money couldn''t buy everything.
oh, anyway. today went to watch '' MURDERER''
it's so damn cock man...
the show is like SHIT~~ totally riduculous.
dunno what makes me wanted to watch that movie.
i was wondering, would a electric driller drill through a body?
i dun think so larhs. tempted to try it but afraid might got hurt.
what the fcuk! i'm not going to get myself anymore scars
hurted my bloody hand cause of HOT GLUE GUN.
dun wanna drill a hole through my hand. you bet i would cry man.
guess nobody is as stupid as me huh?
but nevermind, i'm just like my dad.
my dad told me that when he was young,
he wanted to find out why light bulb would give out light.
so he took out the bulb from the ceiling and place his hand there.
& guess what's next?
he on the bloody switch and got electricuted.
really is so WHAT THE HELL larhs.
but anyway, his cute man.
always love my dad.
WOW! guess what.
i was so damn bored that i was talking craps with christopher when on our way home.
LOLS~ suddenly JESUS came into my mind.
& was trying to imagine that we are dead and wanted to visit JESUS.
while waiting for train, i told him we need to wait for registration.
is like super craps larhs. furthermore,
i tried to imagine that i had long ''HU XU''
didn't expect i would turn out to look like a ''BA YI'' larhs.
just lack of my scarf. then i would wrap around my head.
LOLS! but after all today is such a crappy day. though only got the two of us.
