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Thursday, December 31, 2009

hey, guess my blog is dead for a period of time.

anyway, didn't know which idiot had tagged my blog and saied trust me, you forever de.

guess this person had just nothing much to do.

anyway, today had a great time with BI.

and for that ... person who dun even dare to put his/her name.

he/she is just so old dated.

didn't had the eyes to read the date of it.

my problem do not need someone like you too care.

comment about yourself before commenting me.

but anyway, i just dun wanna get my mood spoil by this bitch/bastard.

today went for a job interview and was surprise that they called me in the evening.

to tell me that i was given the post.

OMG!~ but bi was also disappointed too.

as he had not been called.

i am praying hard for him.

anyway, went to tampines to buy a jacket for BI's mother

& also brought BI's school bag and he even brought a bag for me too.

how sweet of him huh?

then we headed to lavender to pass my sister her DVD which i borrowed from her.

after that, we went to CHINATOWN to look for BI's parents.

as i told BI i wanna eat riceball.

so he bring me to his parent work place and eat.

after that, we headed home...

btw yesterday was our 2nd month.

HAPPY 2nd MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!

Monday, December 14, 2009

it's been so long since i had blogged.

been playing maple all day long.

things isn't going fine with me.

sometimes i wonder, does relationship really will last as sweet as before?

i dunno. been getting frusrated all day long.

what is the fcuking wrong with me?

i'm afraid. afraid that my feeling will went off.

i dun wan, and i'm trying to control.

but seems like nothing works that will make me cool down.

maybe my true colour had came out, or whatso ever.

i dunno. i need someoe to guild me.

i hate this part right here.

when i can only stand there and do nothing.

it's been a month plus with him,but why do we still keep quarrelling?

i thought we are the most matching ones.

but whythings turns out this way?

i dun wan!

really hope things will be back to normal.

i really envy all my friends that is surrounding me.they had been wit heir loves one like me.

but that wasn't the same.

they had been give in to their loves one, but why i can't?

i'm tired of it, and still i didn't wanna give up.

everything just sucks to the core.

i'm falling down right now.

but nothing is able to mend it.

and so, i'm just going to face every single things that will going to be happening.